Changes, More Changes and Some Regret

I don't even know where to begin. I am still getting settled into my new place here in Biloxi, Mississippi, and all I can say is .... this sure 'aint Vegas. I know what I was feeling when I decided to take this promotion and move from the glitz and glamour of Las Vegas to here, but looking back I keep asking myself what was I thinking. (Isn't that a country song, BTW?)

I will admit the decision to move here was as much about the possibility of reconnecting with someone as it was about the promotion. You know how they always tell you not to make decisions when you're mad? Well, I am not so sure you should make decisions when you're longing for something or someone, either. Then, to top it off, I went and made an ass of myself last Friday. Right now I just keep looking back at Vegas and asking myself if I did the right thing.

I start training tomorrow and I know I will land on my feet here. Everyone is very nice and the hotel and casino is gorgeous. Still, when you're coming from Vegas, it's tough to compare. I just hope this decision turns out to be the right one in the long run. I guess we'll just have to wait and see.

Mississippi Bound (?)

Sometimes things happen in a flash and you just have to go with the flow. It's kinda' like when I was surfing out at Mission Beach. You could just sit there and wait for the 'perfect' wave that may never come, or you can ride the swell the ocean gives you and see where it takes you. I think that's what happened to me today.

I can't really go into much detail except to say it looks like I am going to be making yet another move, this time from Vegas to Biloxi, MS. I know it sounds crazy and it even feels crazy, but I believe there is a crazy good reason as to why I am going. And there's a crazy good reason why things happened and tunred out the way they did. There is no such thing as coincidence.

I hope I feel as amped about this decision in the morning as I do right now, but I am sure this is all for the best.